looking up

Ok.... de-tox, plus post de-tox binge....plus pushing myself at gym= i'm starting to feel good....I just hope that I can still maintain some form of exercise on my trip, cos I dont know if I have it in me to go through all the pain when starting the gym again.
I need to keep this up...I need to feel good....I need to find me, in this me that i'm not happy with

Blah

Yep...thats describes how i'm feeling....not good, been feeling just yuk....which in turn continues to de-motivated state that i've been in.
Been trying to re-ignite wanting to feel good....the gym (yes...its hard to want to be there when all you want to do is be back in bed), I did make it yesterday though, sis a spinning class (yay me)...now just to get myself back there today.
My boy decided that he's doing a detox....must have thought my 15days was a good thing (although he's only doing 7 days)....but I guess its a good thing cos with all the healthy food floating through the house its keeping my eating habits in check.
When so things get easier???? Its just feels like i've been in this battle for so many years with little success.....if only there was a easy answer (open for suggestions!)

un-motivated

Urggghhhh...its just one of those days....just cant be bothered....I just have no motivation....feels like motivation is slipping away, its crazy...think I may be going crazy too....need to get back on it, stay on track, believe, desire...want!

I'm just so tired